I'm not living

every time I look around
I feel the emptiness inside and out
every time I look into my soul
I cannot see anything at all
every time I look into my eyes
I see nothing but sadness and fright
every time I look at the streets
I feel something inside that's killing me
every time I think of the future
I can see life only getting harder
every time I'm searching for hope
someone gets in my way and makes me stop
and in the end I'm not living
time just passes