Crying in the rain

I'm barely holding on,
Nothing to forget my pain.
No one hears me,
While I'm crying in the rain.

I cant tell the difference
Between the rain drops and my tears.
I hope no one else notices,
I want no one to know my fears.

I smile when I'm unhappy,
I hide when i feel alone.
In my room, i cry myself to sleep,
I cry when I'm on my own.

My hurt is building,
One day, ill let it all go.
Til then ill cry alone every night,
I wont let anyone know